The Unwinding Cable Car

"Hey brother, do you remember when, We used to play outdoors, Til the light was absorbed by the night? Hey brother, it was a nicer time, We used to laugh til we cry, We're still kids on the inside, I want to do it again."- Anberlin

I love New Jersey.
I don't like pizza.
I love the cold.
I like to clean.
I adore Anberlin.
I hate lies.


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I am tired. Tired of wandering, feeling as if there is something is missing. Constantly seeking and desiring something intangible. I am restless. Constantly finding solace in music, writing, poetry, and drawing. I am only soothed by what once made me joyful. I am certain I will never actively find this missing piece. I may have to just wait. To go about my day and go through the motions until one day it reappears as an old friend I have not seen, welcoming it openly back into my heart. I will go through the motions. I will smile, I will giggle. I will be functional. I will not fall in on myself, I will not be a pessimist. I will not shut down.

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